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I might have to put my dog down...she's getting sicker and tonight she completely stopped recognizing us and attacked us. She didn't bite anyone, but her aggresivity is getting worse. I'm starting to get afraid of her which isn't helping anything itself and it's only making her behavior worse.

I don't want to do it. But she's  starting to be a treath.

I just. Yeah. :(

I need to calm myself down, so I won't make her more nervous, but it's really hard.

I can't even use my usual cheering up strategies since they involve kittens and puppies, hah. Well I'm going to read some awesome GEN Sherlock Holmes fanfictions.